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Welcome to my little house of thoughts on the internet. On here I rant about my interests and share links to things I find cool. I've been coding on neocities since march 2021, and I decided to stop working on my other website and start fresh here. I hope you enjoy your stay :3

This page is under construction! Navigation wise, links are all contained in these [+] thingies for now. I'll eventually replace them with pixels.

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"True strength is knowing what you like and acknowledging it” - Tamaki Suoh (ohshc, ep 18)

Hi!! I'm Mya, and I'm the webmaster of this site. I enjoy watching shojo anime and playing otome games. In particular, I love the game Obey Me, and I'd date Mammon in a heartbeat!! (character not the actual demon lmao). I like collecting a multitude of things such as self help books, plushies, cds, miniature houses and even feathers!!

I hope that you can find comfort in my website (and coding html/css) like I do. I want this to be a safespace for all of us. Feel free to browse my website for as long as you like :3




Mya - 17 - she/they
intp 5w4 - virgo sun, leo moon, capricorn rising

Likes: Cold rooms, soft blankets, plushies, coffee
Dislikes: talking to people




Kins:



Ranting:

I love angels! I also love pondering. I've annotated the Bible to the best of my ability, and I'd like to get the Qur'an. I also have the Bhagavad Gita, which I have yet to get stuck into. I'm not sure what I believe in yet, but I know there are things beyond us. Angels are neutral beings, even demons I think are quite neutral themselves.

I also love anything second hand! I don't get why reusing is a problem for people. I love owning things that have previously given others joy, especially worn in books, teddies and fleeces.

I love the summertime a lot as well. I enjoy bike rides, picnics, walking my dog and just being outside (which is funny considering I'm such a hermit). Gardening is quite theraputic to me. I enjoy touching fresh soil, as weird as that sounds, knowing that a small amount of care can help a plant flourish. I mainly grow vegetables, but when I'm older and I have a chateau somewhere in southern france with a neverending garden, then I'll gladly have a flower garden. I told my nan that I'd make one in her memory when she passes. I think it would be a beautiful way to remember someone.

As much as I love video games, chess is definitely way better. I'm not that good at it, but it's fun!!

Crushes:

10k - Ever since I first watched Z Nation in 2018, I've been head over heels for Tommy! I've rewatched Z Nation about 3x now, and he just gets cooler each time. He's introverted, prefers a few close relationships, and is an absolute badass sniper. Also, I love his relationship with Doc so much. I'm probably Nat Zang's 2nd biggest fan, number 1 being Gracie Gillam of course!





Edward Nygma - When I say Ed has my heart, I mean it. I love everything about him. I especially liked his relationship with Lee. I'm not particularly good at riddles, but I don't think Oswald is either, so hopefully I could at least be friends with him. Also, we're both intp 5w4!!







Mammon - He isn't even a crush, because we're literally engaged. He's so mf cute, and let's be real, he's 1000% the best brother. We literally share the same birthday, so it must be fate. I've been simping for him since roughly June 2021, when I started playing Obey Me.




Mammon art by hanymelon on tumblr! Original post here


Crushes continued:


Camera: (dd/mm/yy)

potential tw, mentions of depression
all photos are mine :)

29/08/19 - launderette in spain. roughly when it was bad, but not as bad as lockdown. going there made me feel oddly happy. i enjoyed hearing stories from my nan about when she was younger.

30/08/19 - when it was bad, i was also brainwashed in a sense. i read the bible a lot. it didn't help the rut i was in.

20/01/20 - i always used to google the spiritual meaning of the sky, to see if maybe god was watching me, telling me it would get better.

15/03/20 - i used to do volunteer work, and before i went i usually got a starbucks. the same person served me each time, and they always decorated my cup like this. it made my day so much, it made me happy. thank you stranger, if you ever find this!

11/07/20 - my mum forced me out of my room and we went on a long walk and saw some cows!

12/09/20 - went to london for my birthday!

02/12/20 - a cool picture of a sunset i don't remember taking lol

10/09/21 - went for a walk on my birthday, found these mushrooms and got drenched by the rain.

26/09/21 - my legz in da car. idk where we were going?

06/12/21 - waxing cresent i think?

06/12/21 - cardcaptor sakura

06/12/21 - me and kie. i finally got friends again after isolating myself from everyone.

28/12/21 - played league with kai. i was obsessed with him back then, i remember being so embarrassed because i kept dying.

25/03/22 - styling my new yuri nendoroid whilst watching kamisama kiss. i think i felt quite numb back then.

26/03/22 - went to a witches town, and found deity statues. they had a morrigan statue, but i didn't buy it :(

26/03/22 - flowers i got for really cheap. some were for my mum and some were for my altar.

01/04/22 - my lucky charm. i see this cat a lot but we haven't been able to engage with each other yet.

14/04/22 - gabe's cat

19/04/22 - dog sat dexter the sausage dog. he fell asleep on my plushies and also did a fat wee on my bed.

20/04/22 - mr gibbs yawning LMAO

22/04/22 - new shinobu nendoroid

23/04/22 - playing omori!! just started searching for stuff in humphrey.

24/04/22 - shadow >:)

27/04/22 - legz >:D

02/05/22 - mr gibbs falling asleep with my plushies, just like dexter did.

06/05/22 - tree :0

07/05/22 - did an outside murder mystery and wore a csi t-shirt whilst doing it. it was so fun!!

07/05/22 - winnie sitting stoicly during our outside murder mystery

09/05/22 - i think i was coding when i took this?

13/05/22 - 333 under yung lean post



The great Mammon !!

(CW: mild obey me spoilers, TW: mentions of m/rder)

I love Mammon! He's been my favourite since I first started playing Obey Me. He shows his love openly to MC, and I like how he gets flustered about it. I think tsundere characters can be hit or miss, but mammon is 1000% hit. He's funny, cool and super loyal. I like that he stays strong despite being openly made fun of and ridiculed by his brothers. They treat him poorly, and yet he still manages to shine. He also didn't try to k!// MC. His loyalty to MC is apparent from the very beginning, before anyone knew they were related to Lilith, and doesn't waver whatsoever. He frequently shows that he can put aside his sin of greed and share with MC. Also he's a model and he's my birthday twin. It's fated :)






Fav cards I own




Our 1 year anniversary


I rarely log in anymore, but when I did this month (june 2022) I realised that I've been playing obey me (fairly inconsistently) for 1 whole year !!

uc
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
uc
UNDER CONSTRUCTION, BEGONE MORTAL!!
bang chan stan
UNDER CONSTRUCTION COME BACK LATER
Reading:
Norwegian Wood - Haruki Murakami
Loveless - Alice Oseman

Finished:
(in no specific order)
A Quiet Mind - Shoukei Matsumoto
The Spanish Love Deception - Elena Armas
The Alchemist - Paulo Coelho
Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
Everything, Everything - Nicola Yoon
The Four Agreements - Don Miguel Ruiz
Animal Farm - George Orwell
Wicca - Harmony Nice
The 48 Laws of Power - Robert Greene
Goodbye, Things - Fumio Sasaki
Rich Dad, Poor Dad - Robert T Kiyosaki
The Little Book of Hygge - Meik Wiking
The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up - Marie Kondo
Just for the nostalgia tbh

6teen
Adventure Time
Almost naked animals
The Amazing World of Gumball
Arcane
Arthur
Ben 10
Carmen Sandiego
Charlie and Lola
Chop Socky Chooks
Chowder
Clarence
Curious George
Duck Dodgers
Dexter's Laboratory
The dragon prince
Ever After High
Fairly Odd Parents
Family Guy

Fish Hooks
Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends
Futurama
The Garfield Show
George of the Jungle
Gravity Falls
The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
Hello Kitty
Horrid henry
Johnny Test
Kim Possible
Looney Tunes
Mickey Mouse Clubhouse
Mona the vampire
Monster High
The Mr Men Show
My Little Pony
Ninjago
Oggy and the Cockroaches
Over the Garden Wall

Phineas and Ferb
Pocoyo
Pokemon
Recess
Regular Show
Rick and Morty
Robotboy
Ruby Gloom
Scooby Doo - Mystery Incorporated
Scooby Doo - Where are you?
The Simpsons
Star vs. the Forces of Evil
Steven Universe
Strawberry Shortcake
Teen Titans Go
Tom and Jerry
Total Drama
Voltron
We bare bears
Winx
X-men


Playing:
Omori - I love omori so much!! My favourite characters are kel and aubrey. My neocities username is loosely inspired by space boyfriend!! Time played: 20.7 hours (13/05/22)

Your boyfriend - #peter #lolz he's the only reason that I'm playing

Red dead redemption 2 - arthur morgan my beloved... I've had this game for ages and I've replayed it at least 3 times lmao

Fallout 76 - One of my exes showed me fallout, and it's pretty good!

Yume nikki - only just started playing

League of legends (ewwww /hj) - it's ok. it looks bad but it's ok.


Completed:
GTA V, Left 4 Dead, Tomb Raider

Planning:
Left 4 dead 2, resident evil, silent hill, undertale, deltarune

Dropped:
Sally face - I remember finding it cool in 2016 when i watched jacksepticeye, gloom and ihascupquake play it. When I actually played it in 2022, it wasn't the same :(

Otome games !!

As a hopeless romantic and ex episode player, I've naturally been drawn to otome games. My first otome game was obey me, and I'm engaged to Mammon btw!!

layout:
♡ game title - favourite character

game codes:
♡ obey me - 2244050847


Playing:
obey me - mammon!!
my secret ocean boyfriend - nagisa


Completed:
mystic messenger - 707
the arcana - asra
soul of yokai - hayato/sakuya
lullaby of demonia- alastor
kamisama spirits of the shrine - kagura
onmyoji beyond time - hinome


Dropped:
feral hearts - s1 was ok but s2 started to drag, i found it quite boring, but i think that's because i didn't really form a connection with anyone that much
devil kiss - the characters are annoying af imo, especially jay. idk maybe i didn't give them a chance.
my sweet stalker - i found it to be boring


Planning:
dot kareshi, dangerous fellows, my ninja destiny, taisho x alice, time of the dead, darling pet, devil kiss

Tv!!
This will probably become my biggest tracker so far, so please stay tuned! I don't really watch TV shows that often. I'm the type of person to binge a season in a day and then not watch it again for months, hence the abundance of shows in my paused section lol. Please bare in mind that this list roughly starts around 2016/17, and the completed section shouldn't be used as recommendations.

show name - season, episode (rewatches)
eventually I'll have pixels to represent different genres as well (I'm shoving kdramas on this page)


Favourites:
Z-nation, gotham, superstore, star trek discovery, arcane, heroes, manifest


Watching:
My name is earl - cool concept, some outdated jokes though
Orange is the new black - wlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlwlw
Russian doll - i didn't even realise s2 came out, kind of annoyed, but it's chill i'm catching up!!
Ugly betty



Re-watching:
Arcane - shoutout to my dad for saying it looks cool and watching it with me



Completed:
Accidently in love
All of us are dead
American horror story (x3)
A series of unfortunate events
Bad guys
Black
Black mirror
Black summer
Brooklyn nine nine (x1)
Degrassi next class (x2)
Derry girls
Desmond's
Dirk gently's holistic detective agency (x1)
The end of the f*cking world
Full house
Fuller house
Ginny and georgia
Good girls
Good morning call
The good place
Gotham (x1)
Grimm
H20 just add water
Heartstopper
Hello my twenties (x4)
I'm not okay with this
It's always sunny in philadelphia (x1)
Izombie
Jane the virgin
Love alarm
Maid
Mischievous kiss
The mist
No good nick
Once upon a time
On my block
The order
Possessed
Pretty little liars
The Queen's gambit
The rain
Santa clarita diet
Scream
Sense 8
Sex education
Shadow hunters
Star trek discovery
Stranger
Stranger things
Strong girl do bong soon
Superstore
The society
Squid game
Take my brother away
Terrace house
Turn up charlie
Unbreakable kimmy schmidt
You
Z-nation (x3)



Paused:
Alice in borderland
Buffy the vampire slayer
Business proposal
Criminal minds
The future diary
Gossip girl
Heroes
Locke and key
Lost
Manifest
Misfits
Shameless
Skins
Titans



Dropped:
13 reasons why - stopped watching after s1
Moon knight - s1, ep2 - thought it was cheesy
Riverdale - stopped watching when they put out the heathers musical episode roughly


Adoptables


Cherry cat from Cinni's dream home
Cinnamoroll from Kaoani
Sakura kinomoto from Primadonna
Barunson from Cinni's dream home (not technically an adoptable, but I thought they were cute)
Blinkies

Buttons

Stamps
Cursors

I spent way too long scrolling on cursors-4u.com lmao. Here's just a few that I've downloaded so far:

Fanlistings

Fanlistings I'm in!!

Pending fanlistings: - pls let me in :')

Userboxes
Quizzes

I'm natural bubble tea!
you are lemonchiffon
#FFFACD

Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".

Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
the spacefem.com html color quiz






What Is Your Gender Expression?
Your Result: Quite Feminine
 
You are between androgyny and femininity. If you're a woman, you still fit inside the female norm, so you won't have many problems from this direction. If you're a man, you might be called "metrosexual". Some people will think that's cool, others (more conservative) might hate on you. If you're gay, you fit the stereotype a bit, so some people may say "I knew it". No matter what, be yourself. If you're nonbinary, you are still in the androgyny zone. However, some people may still see you as a girl. It might be easier if you are assigned male or identify as a demigirl (part female, part neutral). On the other hand, who cares what people think? You do you.
 
Androgynous
 
Quite Masculine
 
Very Feminine
 
Very Masculine
What Is Your Gender Expression?
Mya's Dewey Decimal Section:
351 Public administration
Mya = 351 = 351 = 351

Class:
300 Social Sciences

Contains:
Books on politics, economics, education and the law.

What it says about you:
You are good at understanding people and finding the systems that work for them. You like having established reasoning behind your decisions. You consider it very important for your friends to always have your back.
Find your Dewey Decimal Section at Spacefem.com
Mutuals

Super cool webmasters who have followed me on neocities and/or added my button to their website. If you've recently gotten/changed your button, and would like to change how you're presented here, drop me a message in my cbox or on my neocities profile.

+ anarchy2hot, beabato, bmh, caesár, carve, chobitz, cutopia, hunipyon, ita.toys, narodnostal, newflesh, saiv, peesee, pearls, prometheousjames, taciturn, wowbux, xomii, zeroshiki, zusk


Sites I follow

+ dog-house, denpa, cobradile, internetbasedghosts, drawcia, osaka, sixtoesss, coloredvoid, segmentedbody, mokocchi314, tinywanderer, godcock, transgenderism


For your site:
88x31 button makers sadgrl.online
hekate
cursor related things webneko.net
love heart effect
graphics blinkies.cafe
glitter-graphics.com
ichigo directory
resource sites bubblegum.uwu.ai
gnome.crd.co
ichigo directory
links.yesterweb.org
sadgrl.online

For your mental wellbeing:
good reads digital wellbeing
selfkeeping
songs here comes a thought - estelle
misc sites thenicestplace.net

For studying:
lifeat.io online pomodoro timer, with lofi music and asmr audios. you can also study in kpop or anime themed spaces! my favourite spaces are the minecraft campfire, howl's moving castle and most of the study with pet spaces. I feel way more motivated with timers, and you can even add your to do list and add other people to your room.